Am I that bad a person?

Did I do anything to deserve this? For everything done there is a consequence...for every action there is an aftereffect....

Relationship is built on trust....if there is no trust....what is the foundation to your relationship? Can the relationship last like that? Will both parties be happy?

People who know me know that I am quite an emotional person...but cos I tend to hide all these emotions to appear happy..so as not to trouble my friends...I need an outlet...I need something to release all these feelings of mine...of course I can count on Jason...but he is not there all the time...especially when Im so far away...When things build up to an extent I think I cant control...I have to do something drastic to help myself calm down...

Those who know me know that I treasure my friends alot...without friends I am nothing...in this far away land...I need my friends more than ever...things are not working out I guess...

I need to get myself together again....

I learnt that I cant depend on people..I need to be more independant so that I wont be hurt so easily...I need to toughen up...

To all those worried people...I wont be hanging out with people I shouldn hang out with....I hope everybody will be happier like this...

I am sorry to have caused any unhappiness or hurt or disappointments to anybody...It wasnt intentional....

Lastly, I need to thank the Baking Girls...Doing those crazy stuff cheered me up alot...thanks girls!!