Im just an undergraduate...

Well...taking master courses is seriously not my thing...its really tough...esp when I do not have an engineering background...and KTH is an engineering school....ARGH...why didnt I research more before I chose this uni....Feel like killing myself sometimes...I can be so dumb...I hate school so much I have been missing all my morning lessons...since I dont understand why waste my time...This is lousy attitude..I know...I will buck up!

Well I have an assignment worth 10% for my exams...it is due on wednesday...but it requires proficient matlab skills...so im giving up...I have no idea what the bloody question is asking me...ARGH...im frustrated...Exams are coming up for me...starts early march...the first exam will be 5hrs...no calculators are allowed....I am freaking out....The longest paper I have sat for is only 2 hours...and I was getting restless....Im dead...tink I may just give up and walk away during the paper....damn it....feel like im wasting my time away here....I should have stayed in Spore to study...things are so much easier...I really regret coming here...but its too late to say all these...

Thanks dear for the encouragement...I am excited to hear that you will support me when I go back and overload...It makes me wanna go back now....but when I go back to Spore....there is my dreaded FYP waiting for me....stupid cow year is probably the bane of me...