I wanna go home.....

First of all, STUPID CARELESS ME LOST MY SGD$140 transportation card...ARGH

Felt like killing myself..by the time I found out it was after my lessons..around 9+pm

Was totally at a lost..luckily gerald came and stuff..hai..but the fact still remains that im SGD$140 poorer and I need to buy another SGD$140 card to last me till I get my 2500Kr card..DAMN..just wanna kill myself..

Anyway..on my way to school yesterday..I fell down twice hard...my right hand took most of the fall...and its BRUISED now...

But this is the least of my problems now..I realise the modules that I signed up here are master courses...tot maybe cos its angmo country shld be ok..but I am damn wrong...nv see or heard what the teacher is talking abt...tink its a 1000 times tougher than what I learn in NTU..im SCREWED...I dropped quite a few courses..like seriously given up...now I dun think I can hit the min AUs requied of me per sem. They dun have lecture notes...nth...they write on blackboards....Im so disheartened...Really dun even think I can pass..so I just dropped it...dun wanna waste my time...Plus I was the only non-master student in the course...

Im just counting the days till I can go back and be released from all these....